Alone – poem

Walking on this dirt track The bumps beneath my feet like the life that I live If my tears could be bottled I know I would have swimming pools I walk alone along this path Not even birds cross my path The thought of you in my mind And what would you reply? With an…

Suicidal Hollow Heart

PIECE BY PIECE I PULL APART MY FINGERS DIPPING IN THE HOLLOW HEART NAILS RIPPING PULLING IT OPEN LOOKING INSIDE NOTHING BUT BLACKNESS HATRED AND PAIN DISGUISED AS A HEART THE ONLY WAY OUT IS ONE I KNOW SO WELL THE VISIONS OF A SILENT MIND RACING THROUGH MY HEAD A SLIGHT SMILE RISES AS…

Beneath your beauty

Beneath your beauty There lies a devil Waiting and watching In the shadows Of your mind Each breath you take It becomes closer Each painful day It smiles in glee The grim, misshapen hands Rubbing together in elation At the pleasure, it is given Knowing you are beaten Each missed heart beat From failed love…

Cutting this life short

It started with a short quake, the crack slowly begun to grow Overtime, the words, the hurt, the pain breaking it open The crack became the gaping hole, within my life A void that can not be filled, and I know it is the end of this life for me Scorching pain, spreading through my…

Stupid girl your weak

Sitting and listening, the words spreading You come at me from every angle You are worthless, you are weak, you are not worth the air that you breath You shouldn’t still be breathing. Stupid girl just go and finish your life you are weak. Sitting and crying I have to agree. Those words hit me…

At my lowest

Sitting here writing the suicide letter it is my reasons why, It tells why I want to die It tells you why my life is the way it is and why the only way out is the gun that I hold in my hand I look around for guidance, for someone to show me the…

Viruses within my mind

The happy memories fading black is where it begins and you can never go back No reminders of the good times, just the hate and hurt that once has being. The past the biggest culprit in this virus taking hold and destroying the happiness Fighting with everything the mind doesn’t rest It tries to push…

Suicide Way out

Forget the past forget the future this is right. Drink in hand I cry my mind wondering why. The only way out now is suicide. I don’t want to live this life, thinking of the reasons why. I used to be do or die but right now it is just die. My mind used to…

Crushed pills with a knife

Crushed pills and a knife I consider my life Is it really worth getting dragged down? See, I have had my highs and my lows I have had my downfalls My broken bones Shattered dreams and broken childhood I have held on and had to let go Memories that bleed red Warzones replaying within my…