Fire to freedom

Why does fear exist? When there is nothing to be feared? Why do I feel like I have no control? When it is my body to talk to and move? The sickness builds within me As I fight to take that step One step forward and sickness threatens me Threatens to drag me back Mind…

Where Are You?

Wet eyes watching Body paralysed I no longer feel things I know I should Where has the real me gone I am lost Wondering the desert alone The storms keep crashing around me Why can I not find the real me I am lost and it is killing me I can’t find the way through…

Same Road

How many days and years have I been stuck on this same road? Walking down, seeing the same people every day Nothing changing, never taking a turn, I continue on down the same road How much of my life have you missed hiding me outside your door? Pretending I don’t exist anymore, so you can…

Drowning In Blackness

I am sat drowning unable to breath looking around I wonder how it could be? Life seemed so perfect I seemed so happy but then things changed and I am in darkness. You came into my life like a ray of hope you showed me I could be happy you gave me hope. Just when…

Little By Little

A little at a time, no big difference, that single strand doesn’t stand a chance. Little by little, I pick and pull, I feel my anxiety giving a pull. With each pick and pull, my anxiety slips away, feeling free and relaxed for the day One little strand doesn’t make much difference, two little strands…

Another battle for little Mia

She seems to take everything in her stride, life throws so much crap at Mia and at the age of 7, she has experienced a lot.  She is still her usually cheeky happy self though! So Mia has always suffered from lung problems, collapsed lungs, severe asthma and has been minutes away from doctors putting…

The depressed mind 

Each person is so different and living with someone who suffers depression is not the same for every person. Every situation is different just because you live with someone depressed does certainly not mean your going through the same or your situation is worse or better then others. Let’s take a look at some scenarios…

How my ocd effects me 

A lot of people joke about wanting someone to have a obsessive compulsive disorder so they tidy the house better or remember to turn off switches at night but the truth is living with a obsessive compulsive disorder is far from easy or fun and I would not wish it on my worse enemy ever….