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Your Mark

You left your markAmong othersYet you can’t see theirsYour eyes can not see yoursYour mark is that deepYou can’t see a scarNothing lies on my bodyExcept the skinThickened by hateGlossed by abuseWhile it hides Your marksSo only I can seeA constant reminderOf what you hate Has done to me

Weak against you

Yes I can hear you Screaming within my mind Yet you don’t understand I am stuck behind this wall Unable to stand up tall I am weak against their gaze Their words ripping me down Nowhere for me to hide The strength I had built No longer stands its ground My body shaking Yet the…

Free but not free

Absent yet here Fear never leaves The hurt continues Why does it never leave? It should have ended I should be free Yet here I am Still unable to be me No chains binding me No hands pulling me down Everything you should see Is on the inside The control is strong Yet I keep…

You taught me wrong

So young and fragile I learnt from you Watching as you do I grew to learn to do it too I learnt to drink, to the point of oblivion Where you pass out so drunk, you smash your head You body giving in, as you wet yourself You taught me how to drink to the…

Drowning In Blackness

I am sat drowning unable to breath looking around I wonder how it could be? Life seemed so perfect I seemed so happy but then things changed and I am in darkness. You came into my life like a ray of hope you showed me I could be happy you gave me hope. Just when…

A frozen child

Fury burning deep, eyes red and menacing The voice still echoing around me, I am frozen from it like it holds some sort of powers Loud and frightening, a reminder your in control, a reminder I have no control I look around, only with my seeing eyes, and see others just like me Frozen in…

A broken angel

Each child an angel sent from god A test of nature a test of strength Can they do the job they have being sent? A broken angel lay in bed, tears of blood turning it red No physical hurt has come her way None is needed to take this angel away The words alone are…

Its been a while

Some of you follow my other blog and will understand this blog post more then others.  Take a look at my account and click crying with mental pain I love writing blogs recently I have struggled I just don’t feel confident in what I write or that people will find it interesting.  Although to be…