No time to erase

Eyes looking around this place full of light I feel the darkness despite all the light I am so tired of being alone feeling the coldness with no one near Still plagued by my childhood fears I wish they would just leave Go and leave me alone Their presence still lingering here The memories and…

Opened bottle

Half empty bottle and a cigarette I slur my words, my legs unable to go forward Body swaying from side to side I start to shout throwing my hands about Hitting and kicking throwing everything I pass out on the floor, and awake within an hour I grab another bottle and drink some more My…

No happy poems

I do not know how to mix poetry and happiness My vocabulary is limited to doom and gloom Darkness and hate, destruction and pain A life full of hurt, a life full of shattered dreams A child growing up, with nothing but darkness surrounding them A adult pushing that darkness away, but getting sucked in…