Mothers love

I can only imagine What life would be I can only imagine How different things would be Had to not changed And became what you did I can only imagine How great life could have being Had you not walked away from me My life is filled with glory Yet there is still a pain…

Dissapointed Life

Emerald green eyes watching intensely Waiting within the shadows For the ned to near Before taking the risk Watching life slowly past by Wondering why Life was a dissapointment

Flawless Words

Taken in by your flawless words The beating organ met with yours Entwined together I felt the love The beating together merged us into one Awoken eyes began to see The devilish that came from within you The beating organ stopped briefly Shattering to the ground Trying to escape thee The devils grasp burning deep…

Sticks And Stones

Sticks and stones May break my bones They make leave a scar or two A scratch that bleeds A bruise that heals Yet those names you throw at me They still hurt me You won’t see a scar Or even a bruise There will be no blood Flowing through Yet deep inside There lies a…

Feather Goodbye

Feather in hand I begin Slowly dipping it in the red ink The creative skill becoming free I hold the blade tight against my skin The piercing feeling bringing me release I sit alone in this darkened room You’re so near I can hear you Yet I feel so far away that I can not…

Drowning Beneath

Just like the sky Shes blue from within Drowning beneath A parade of memories Under the hidden layers The mind peeling away A layer of hurt With bared teeth Foggy hatred Wrapped around her Self-hatred wrapped around her centred self No longer standing The floor her bed The tears becoming free The bones turning to…

Beneath your beauty

Beneath your beauty There lies a devil Waiting and watching In the shadows Of your mind Each breath you take It becomes closer Each painful day It smiles in glee The grim, misshapen hands Rubbing together in elation At the pleasure, it is given Knowing you are beaten Each missed heart beat From failed love…

Free but not free

Absent yet here Fear never leaves The hurt continues Why does it never leave? It should have ended I should be free Yet here I am Still unable to be me No chains binding me No hands pulling me down Everything you should see Is on the inside The control is strong Yet I keep…

Scared Of Love

Silence looming Owls hoots Darkness spreading Mirror image Unable to run Freedom no longer a choice Monsters within the mind Scared of love All those fallen people Falling from love Silenced mouth Noisy mind No escape route No way out Love destroys

Love Broken

Heart thumping Sweaty palms No hurt in sight No pain has been inflicted Yet tears flow A river upon her face The hummingbird in her chest Threatening to explode As her body turns to ashes Within the corner Unable to cope To much emotions To much affection The feeling scares Her body quaking Unable to…