Depressed Child

Mother was a partier She enjoyed her nights out She didn’t care about our dad then She forgot about her children She just wanted her freedom Dad was a house man He cooked for his children Worked hard to feed us Tried to make things work He drank till he passed out I’m not saying…

Opened bottle

Half empty bottle and a cigarette I slur my words, my legs unable to go forward Body swaying from side to side I start to shout throwing my hands about Hitting and kicking throwing everything I pass out on the floor, and awake within an hour I grab another bottle and drink some more My…

I See You

I see those pictures, beautiful pictures smiles and laughter I see the posts, the talking the banter the fun you share I see the time you spent together I see the effort, the effort you make to see each other Then there is me, just little old me Here alone wondering when is it my…

That mum, is you as a mum

Some mums breastfeed, some mums bottle feed All mums meet at the end the ultimate goal Some mums push buggies, some mums carry babies All mums meet at the end the ultimate goal Some mums buy jars, some mums mash All mums meet at the end the ultimate goal All mums feed their babies All…

Exhausted, Worn out and A Mess

That is me right now, exhausted, worn out, and a mess.  Today has been one of those days where it is one struggle after another. One good thing ten crazy bad things, it is expected with five kids though, but this month always gets to me, every march I feel more down than I normally…

I realise.

It has been so long since I wrote about family, health and everything else. This needs to change, I have 5 wonderful children and a very hectic and messy life.  Having one child is crazy enough so 5 is over the top manic! With all the snow we had the kids played outside.  That was…