Mothers love

I can only imagine What life would be I can only imagine How different things would be Had to not changed And became what you did I can only imagine How great life could have being Had you not walked away from me My life is filled with glory Yet there is still a pain…

Blackhole Within The Mind

Mind searches frantically Screams echo around Emptiness remains Nothing there to be found Not even a trace No childhood to remember No teen years to endure All that mind remembers Is a scattered mess Upon the blooded floor The blooded floor a warning To run from the hidden memories My brain feels like It is…

Crawling out of hell

We are the forgotten The ones nobody wants to help The ones who walk alone We walk alone through hell We look at each other Seeing we are not alone There are thousands just like us Struggling as the time passes by Yet struggling makes us beautiful We will learn to climb this wall The…

Emotions Running Free

A broken mind within my body I thought I was whole Fixed from the damage Every night looking in the mirror The reflection jagged and broken I pray that when I wake I will find myself Someday I will open the gates I will let the flood run free The emotions I hold within me…

Weak against you

Yes I can hear you Screaming within my mind Yet you don’t understand I am stuck behind this wall Unable to stand up tall I am weak against their gaze Their words ripping me down Nowhere for me to hide The strength I had built No longer stands its ground My body shaking Yet the…

Foolish mind

The mist has risen The foolish game uncovered My mind now realising It was a fool to believe To believe the lie I told myself Standing there I was frozen Thrown back to all those years Everything crashing down Those walls I built no longer strong They slowly bend and break Crumbling down with a…

Suicidal Hollow Heart

PIECE BY PIECE I PULL APART MY FINGERS DIPPING IN THE HOLLOW HEART NAILS RIPPING PULLING IT OPEN LOOKING INSIDE NOTHING BUT BLACKNESS HATRED AND PAIN DISGUISED AS A HEART THE ONLY WAY OUT IS ONE I KNOW SO WELL THE VISIONS OF A SILENT MIND RACING THROUGH MY HEAD A SLIGHT SMILE RISES AS…

Brightness dimmed

The  brightness dimmed Darkness taking control The happiness that once was Now replaced with bleakness An unhappy feeling Building deep down The happy thoughts fighting Trying not to drown This life is too short Too short to lose the happiness Yet this mind is so fucked up That when that storm comes It crashes down…

Where Are You?

Wet eyes watching Body paralysed I no longer feel things I know I should Where has the real me gone I am lost Wondering the desert alone The storms keep crashing around me Why can I not find the real me I am lost and it is killing me I can’t find the way through…

Feather Goodbye

Feather in hand I begin Slowly dipping it in the red ink The creative skill becoming free I hold the blade tight against my skin The piercing feeling bringing me release I sit alone in this darkened room You’re so near I can hear you Yet I feel so far away that I can not…