Crawling out of hell

We are the forgotten The ones nobody wants to help The ones who walk alone We walk alone through hell We look at each other Seeing we are not alone There are thousands just like us Struggling as the time passes by Yet struggling makes us beautiful We will learn to climb this wall The…

Suicidal Hollow Heart

PIECE BY PIECE I PULL APART MY FINGERS DIPPING IN THE HOLLOW HEART NAILS RIPPING PULLING IT OPEN LOOKING INSIDE NOTHING BUT BLACKNESS HATRED AND PAIN DISGUISED AS A HEART THE ONLY WAY OUT IS ONE I KNOW SO WELL THE VISIONS OF A SILENT MIND RACING THROUGH MY HEAD A SLIGHT SMILE RISES AS…

Brightness dimmed

The  brightness dimmed Darkness taking control The happiness that once was Now replaced with bleakness An unhappy feeling Building deep down The happy thoughts fighting Trying not to drown This life is too short Too short to lose the happiness Yet this mind is so fucked up That when that storm comes It crashes down…

Where Are You?

Wet eyes watching Body paralysed I no longer feel things I know I should Where has the real me gone I am lost Wondering the desert alone The storms keep crashing around me Why can I not find the real me I am lost and it is killing me I can’t find the way through…

Drowning Beneath

Just like the sky Shes blue from within Drowning beneath A parade of memories Under the hidden layers The mind peeling away A layer of hurt With bared teeth Foggy hatred Wrapped around her Self-hatred wrapped around her centred self No longer standing The floor her bed The tears becoming free The bones turning to…

Beneath your beauty

Beneath your beauty There lies a devil Waiting and watching In the shadows Of your mind Each breath you take It becomes closer Each painful day It smiles in glee The grim, misshapen hands Rubbing together in elation At the pleasure, it is given Knowing you are beaten Each missed heart beat From failed love…

Poetry

I have not had a chance to post, so here are some poems I have written this week.  

Same Road

How many days and years have I been stuck on this same road? Walking down, seeing the same people every day Nothing changing, never taking a turn, I continue on down the same road How much of my life have you missed hiding me outside your door? Pretending I don’t exist anymore, so you can…

Cutting this life short

It started with a short quake, the crack slowly begun to grow Overtime, the words, the hurt, the pain breaking it open The crack became the gaping hole, within my life A void that can not be filled, and I know it is the end of this life for me Scorching pain, spreading through my…

I carry my cross

I carry my cross just like you A burden upon my shoulders, that will never be through My cross is the invisible to the world, they see me standing free Yet within my layers, there is a burden The words that cause scars within me, never stop coming The memories replaying in my mind, adding…