Small light

The world around me black. My clothing bleak and showing a fake me. My heads fucked up but that’s nothing to hide I’m proud of my fucked up mind. I found an escape a light in the dark I gotta let go, let go of the past or it will find me I struggle to…

Joanna Part Three And Four Over 18’s

PART ONE AND TWO Joanna struggled to sleep that Friday night, She kept thinking about Miss Bellerose and what had happened! She should be shocked, sickened but she was not. She had never had a relationship before she had never had sex before, what happened that night made her want more. Saturday she was so…

Dragged to hell

You had me fooled Wickedness and hatred Sitting on your throne of lies As you dragged me through hell My body crippling from the pain Mind screaming agonising in pain I close my eyes and pray this is not it My hands clasped together body shaking You seem so kind and perfect The light from…

Childish Heart

Large heart, smiling face Playful heart, wild and free Broken heart the last piece full of love The ghost of my past will come to haunt me Grown body, aching soul Childish mind, wanting to fly Forced into adulthood to quick The childish possessions put away. While the heart is still playful Yes my heart…

Addictive Love

Intoxicated and heavy Addictive love like a drug Soft hands running free Body warm, welcoming A flower bud opening Signalling being wanted Hands exploring delicately The imperfection and perfections Even through imperfections The hands still want to explore more Enjoying each touch Body screaming for pleasure Sex pulsing showing the need Bodies crashing together Entwined…

Johnny Cash Hurt

A song that I seem to listen to so much recently, the words make total sense to me.

Fly High Baby Boy

A tiny heart fluttering high Strength shining through brightly His tiny body battled so much Yet god chose him to be his angel The world cries tears of sorrow As we watch him float into the sky God cradling him in his arms As we say goodbye one final time We smile as we remember…

A motherless Child.

Wonder and pain, tiny eyes and hearts How could you leave, just like that! We loved those weekend visits Then they stopped, you chose you over us! Why did you leave so suddenly? Why did you lose love for us so quickly? I look back now and realise you didn’t know my mummy I sit…

Crushed pills with a knife

Crushed pills and a knife I consider my life Is it really worth getting dragged down? See, I have had my highs and my lows I have had my downfalls My broken bones Shattered dreams and broken childhood I have held on and had to let go Memories that bleed red Warzones replaying within my…

No place for me

Sun beaming down Bright and warm on skin Inside frozen from within Cracks begin to form within me Ice spreading freezing The warmth of the sun Not consoling I’m still frozen. Outside so warm too touch Pale skin showing what’s within Dusk coming fast to claim The frozen body that remains A statue of fibres…

Lost

Morning glow Darkness stays Plaguing the space No freedom no escape Blackness consuming Self hatred and distortion Dissolution with disaster The blackness consuming Lost yet I’m at home Mind whirring screaming What am I doing Life is nothing but bleak a war zone Gaping black hole claiming my mentality.

Frozen heart

Ice cold, frozen heart Unbeating, waiting Hurt, tormenting words Nasty comments and snarls Throw your bricks they may hit Throw your bricks I may bleed The bricks don’t hurt me like your wicked words Heart frozen, protection Hidden away unwilling to beat Those words come fast and thick My heart a single beat as they…