Another battle for little Mia

She seems to take everything in her stride, life throws so much crap at Mia and at the age of 7, she has experienced a lot.  She is still her usually cheeky happy self though! So Mia has always suffered from lung problems, collapsed lungs, severe asthma and has been minutes away from doctors putting…

Exhausted, Worn out and A Mess

That is me right now, exhausted, worn out, and a mess.  Today has been one of those days where it is one struggle after another. One good thing ten crazy bad things, it is expected with five kids though, but this month always gets to me, every march I feel more down than I normally…

I realise.

It has been so long since I wrote about family, health and everything else. This needs to change, I have 5 wonderful children and a very hectic and messy life.  Having one child is crazy enough so 5 is over the top manic! With all the snow we had the kids played outside.  That was…

Goodbye Old Life Hello New

Many tears have been shed and I will never get those tears back so much time wasted that I have lost forever.  I tried for years to be independent and show I did not need anyone.  I did amazing, I then slipped and tried getting close to family.   The results was heartbreak, tears, upset,…

I am back or am I?

Writing is my way to escape, it is my way of getting out my emotions and how I feel but often it ends in tears and usually mine. Things have happened and life has been hard the past few months.  I have had struggles after struggles and at times felt like there was no one…

A Child Angel Looking Out For Children

How can I describe it?  How can anyone possibly describe a 6 year old trying to make sick kids happy?   How can anyone explain how amazing it is for a 6year old to offer her Christmas presents to sick children?   My daughter is truly amazing!  What she is doing won’t change the world…

Lets talk about Marshmellow

He is perfect in a way he is like my baby!  Weird I know I have 5 kids and they will always be my babies but now even my youngest who is 3 makes me aware she is not a baby.   So we got marshmellow while I was homeless living at my dads he…

Sorry to my followers

I have not been on in so long I felt like I had nothing interesting to talk about.  Like I was wasting people’s time posting on the blog to start reading and not enjoy what I blog about.   So what has happened?  I can not even remember my last blog post I had to…

What run away parents don’t experience. 

This is something so close to me right now seeing my kids go through it is heart breaking. It has been over a month since we moved.   That is exactly how long it has been since the kids seen their dad.  In that month he’s rang them once not asked how they are or…

A father who does not care?

So I have not written in the blog for a while, For many reasons really the biggest been there is so much happening right now I didn’t know what to write about and what to leave out.   But tonight I realised something I SHOULD NOT! Leave anything out nothing because any tiny detail could…