Hello my insecurities.

Hello my insecurities, when are you going to walk away

Let me be happy to be me, happy to have this body

When are you going to be let me free?

I hate those thoughts you make me think

I feel so sick sometimes, I wish I was not me.

I stand looking in the mirror, from my eyes to lips, to my head to my toes

I take it all in, and I realise this is me and I can’t escape me

I hate how you make me feel

Looking at myself I see all those flaws under and above my skin

You don’t stop at my skin

You go deep within your hands delving deep

Making me think I am not worth shit

Making me think I am not worthy and shouldn’t exist.

I am dying inside, and you keep going watching me crumble to my knees

When will you let me be free? Happy in this body that is me?

Insecurity, you seem to be hating on me, yet you are me!

Why can you not see insecurity you are a part of me

The body you mock is you, not just me

So, when are you going to let me free and happy for who I am?

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