Recovery

Battle of strength against a toxic mind
Thoughts tempting me to leave my recovery behind
I don’t want to play this game anymore
I don’t want to keep up the fight anymore
I am a soldier in a war
Within my own mind plaguing me
In my recovery, I am not winning the war
I fought the battles many times before
The emotions within me taking a control over me
Hot blood pulsing within me
The quiet whispers are so tempting
Pushing me to leave this recovery
To stop the whispers and finally be free
I used to be strong before believing I was cured
Yet the cure does not exist for this disease
It digs deep within me the nails digging in deep
Never releasing me and truly freeing me
I just believed I was free, and right now I am still in recovery

 

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