Venom in my veins

What ever it takes, I love the venom in my veins

You can push me down, and laugh

Your mocking smile and pointing finger

Disgraceful look and hurtful comments

Betrayal and hate.

What ever it takes, I love the venom in my veins

You create a field of hate inside of me

You make me doubt my very existence

I watch as you judge with your finger pointing

I take it all in and feel the venom in my veins

Your words and actions thrown at me

They add hate and self doubt

They knock me down and pin me there

They hit me hard with a snare

But every time you do I feel the venom in my veins

Building stronger so next time I can still taste

I can still taste the bitter sweet truth

The bitter sweet truth that is the jealously of you

I welcome those words, those hateful degrading words

I welcome those looks, disgrace and disgust

I welcome the abuse, you knocking me down, holding me there

Because it all adds to venom that is building in my veins

And one day, you will see, the venom within me.

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