Never learn

My hands are sweating, the phone beeping

I look at the screen and become frozen

Bile rising in my throat threatening to make me sick

How could I be so stupid how could I be so wrong?

I believed it was over I was so very, very wrong

I wish I could go back, back to that day and change things

Change everything so today doesn’t happen

There is no time machine, no way to fix this

It is my punishment for being so thick

I never learn though, that is one thing

No matter how much I try I always forget

I do the same thing time and time again

Then wonder why this is happening

My life is not perfect

I don’t always learn from my mistakes

Sometimes that same mistake repeats itself

100 times a day and I still never learn.

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